Balancing the Negative with the Positive

Hello Everyone!! I apologize for taking so long to write another post ... but then again I say that about every time I make a post. But i'm trying, I promise! Sometimes it's hard for me to sit down and write a post midst of all the other things going on in my life. But i’m doing this because it’s something that I love to do and sometimes I feel that people stop doing things they love to do because they are too distracted with other life situations.

A lot has been changing in my life as of recent and most of it is for the good. But as we all know .. change can be scary and it can bring a whole new wave of emotions. Lately I have been feeling a mix of negative and positive emotions. I just moved out of my parents house and i've been living in my own place now with my significant other. Moving in with a loved one has always been one of my biggest dreams … It’s like in the movies when you get the key to your house and your S/O sweeps you off your feet and everything in life is amazing and your head is in the clouds. That is until reality comes and knocks your head out of the clouds.

Although I want this to be a happy post about how amazing my life is. It’s not. Life is about dealing with the good and bad that comes at you but it’s up to you to decide what impact it has on you. Ive cried at night but i've also laughed so hard my stomach hurts. There's been an abundance of obstacles I have had to go over in the past two months. Living with someone who isn't my immediate family has definitely been different. Not living in the house i've been in since I was 8 has been unfamiliar to me. Knowing my parents aren't always in the same house as I has been sad. But having my own freedom has been liberating.  

Living with my boyfriend has been hard yet rewarding. We have been learning a lot about each other and it has been difficult getting used to each others ways. But it's a beautiful thing going to sleep and waking up next to each other every night/morning. We have gotten in a couple arguments and it’s been heartbreaking but at the end of the day we still love each other.

I don't know what the future holds or what life has in store for me but either way I will wake up each day with a smile on my face, heart full of love and live with the intention to be happy.

P.S this song is really sweet and I can really relate to it right now with the situations i've been facing. I will copy a stanza but if any of you guys can relate in any way, you should listen it’s super sweet. “Sweet Creature” by Harry Styles.

“Sweet creature

Had another talk about where it's going wrong

But we're still young

We don't know where we're going

But we know where we belong”

Thank you guys for reading this post. I hope to write soon. I will be going to San Diego over the weekend I will be sure to write a post on it!! I hope you guys have a great week/month/year!!